Unsettled beyond borders

We met on that day. You were sitting in front of me. You smiled like an angel. You started the first sentence. I was in panic to answer your simple question. I forgot where I came from. We all laughed. Friends noticed and made humorous connection.

Already four years are gone. But, it seems just like a second ago…

I am nothing without you. I am hungry and am tired. My life has no purpose. Our plan to spend a holiday in Paris is cancelled. I lost you.

You left home just as usual. I was as usual complaining about weather and the food – indeed I only can eat your dish. I realized that you are gone just a minute when your phone is switched off. But, I waited and waited, hoping you would come and smile.

Time without you kills me. Everything seems wrong and people look as if they hate me. Everything goes wrong. I cannot do anything. No food, no comfort in bed although fridge is full and all furniture remains same. Only alcohol brings me hope. I know. I was wrong.

I can not go out. Why? There is no-one whom I bring food and hug.

This is a story of a man. Sorrow and drunk. His loved woman has gone. She did not cheat or deceive. She is truly in love with him, but she has been caught. She is in a jail, waiting for her day to deport her home. They are illegal immigrants!